Nothing much to write about (because my life is sadder than the ah mas downstairs my house), yet I have to find something to do because it’s lunch time at my work place and I don’t wanna go lunching.
Every time I look at the blog statistics and saw people clicking from interesting places to come to my blog, I would feel very amused.
I’m very stuck about continuing this post. I need to say that Lynnette is super pro, how did she managed to blog so short and sweetly about random things that only god-knows-who would understand? (not meant to be sarcasm or what, but serious damn pro, just that I really wish you could crap more and explain more HAHA)
Sometimes when all the more you hate a person, subconsciously you would find out more about that person, or you would deliberately find out more information / news of that hated person.
I’m the latter. I need to admit that I like to hear bad news about that hated person. As much as how much I try to ignore, forgot, don’t care about what has happened before, sometimes you just want to know how’s that person faring etc.Mainly is because I want to know whether that person has gotten into shits and that would definitely make my life much more better. (for a while that is)
This does not apply to everybody of course, I know a lot of people who can really ignore that person for life and erase them from memory gradually.
I can remember shits that happened to me like more than 10 years ago, yet if you’re asking me who’s my first crush, I wouldn’t even recall that person’s face or name.
When a person remains on the top for too long, sometimes they just overlooked how it is like to be at the bottom.
Even if they were at the bottom before, once they got to the top and as time passes, they would forget their past and not remember the pains anymore.
It’s not just the authority that’s having this problem, it’s more like it’s in a human to have this kind of a reaction.
If there are any situation that allows them to fall back to the bottom again, they would learn to be much kinder and forgiving. I think that if they do have the chance to get back to the top, it’s very likely that the same thing would happen again.
I should really be doing my work. My shuai shuai supervisor is off to the land of cows and sheeps, my boss just went down to site office (which is in Changi, I pray that I never ever have to go down there). Meaning I could really just slack through all the way (not when the piles of work load is gonna topple off my head), but I still have to catch back my soul and brain from lala land and finish reading the damn documentation (god knows how many documentations there are for me to finish). I started blogging this during lunch, so I thought it appropriate that I finish it as soon as I have the time in case I will lose motivation.
Did it occur to you that people like to do things that they know will have a negative effect;
Watching horror movie knowing that it will freak the shit out of you.
Saying things that you know you shouldn’t but you just said it anyway for fun? To let the person have a piece of your mind? To get something off your heart? For whatever reason you can think of.
You know that the other party is going to be pissed off if you keep pressing on, yet you continued pressing on for the answer.
Staring at the computer for > 12 hours knowing that it’s gonna hurt your eyes.
Continued playing games knowing that if you don’t stop and study now you’re not gonna get high marks for your tests.
Knowing that you’re gonna spend your whole life repaying debts that’s longer than the Nile River and you know you’re gonna spend your life earning what you’re spending and persevering on surviving.
Knowing that we’re gonna be strangers in our own land some day and psycho-ing that that day would never come though you and I know that what it really is.
Knowing that it’s office hours and I should really be doing my work and I’m not doing.
Just to mention, that I’m not emo-ing, just having a lot of thoughts going through my brain and I feel that I should lay it out somewhere.
PS : I really want a rabbit but I really can’t think of a way to have it. TSK!
Me : I really want to have a rabbit.
Bro : Buy lor.
Me : Bo space.
Bro : Don’t buy lor.
Me : But I really want one.
Bro : Then buy lor.
Me : But bo space!!!
Bro : Then dun buy lor.
(continued for another 5 times)
Me : Stop repeating the same thing! I wan a rabbit!
Bro : I wan a dog.
Me : Har?
Bro : Actually, I want a tiger. Tiger’s very cute
Me : …